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The Sister of the Sun

the sister of the Sun visited today
sweeping through the house
a stream of petals swirling around her
droplets of oil falling from fingers

“the Sun has been most reluctant to journey” she said
adding that “when they were young they travelled everywhere together”
she was here to enlist my help
(as i’ve counselled many an astral body)

(and kissed many an astral body)

i gave the standard guarantees
lies flying with angel velocity
and she left in a blister of oily light
petals n all disappeared

immediately i got the Sun on the phone
and told him to watch out for former friends urging change
the Sun chuckled at my worry
did i not know the Sun would never leave the great love it had found?

i hung up the phone, reassured a little but worried more
the Sun talks of great love but so does everyone when they are in love
recent conversations flickered back to me
the Sun complaining about this and that, most worryingly

i briefly considered hiding the Sun’s keys to hinder any getaway
dreamed of a mad short-term kidnapping
plotted a Vegas wedding and a fake pregnancy if required
drew a big circle and little circle on paper surrounded by a broken heart

a flash of light struck me then
for a moment i thought the Sun had come to take back Tupperware
but it was a bright idea instead
the Tupperware gets to stay

immediately i rang Joe and told him of the Sun’s sister
described curves and eyes and delicate earlobes
it was the ankle bracelet that closed the deal
and he said he’d call her tonight

never have i hoped so much for a phone conversation to go well
for laughing and flirting and whispers and connection
then the Sun’s sister can stay, tied by golden string to Joe
and we can all go out,
bright light, petals, oil and shimmering love

wooden playground

sex is a sudden gift
arriving with the lust
bodies now active
amazing thumping
joy

like having a wooden structure in your yard
for all of your life so far
and then one day,
one day you realise it is an amusement park
that rude wood bolted together is not merely functional
it is pleasure and excitement and oh. my. god.

and here come former playmates
with amazing amusement parks of their own
obsessed with pushing punters through
obsessed obsessed fuck me right now!

hot whispers and quiet moments
with our incredible devices
come play in my playground
while i gently stifle you

on the marriage of my friend

happiness whispered
but i must admit
to my great shame
it was jealousy that held the day

fear jostled me
and anger heated me up
terror overtook me
that you will disappear

i wonder if it is love
that i have for you?
or is a mixture of fear, anger, terror, and control
pretending to be love

i revisit my feelings
open their cell door
listen to them talk
and then shut the door in shame

i hope i will be happy at your wedding
believe me, i think i do honestly love you
excuse me if i appear distracted
i am listening most assiduously for kinder whispers

my badajoz

if i imagine myself as something made of pieces
easily removed
then it makes sense how you took my words
my movements and my little games
integrated them into your routine
bundled them up so they looked original
and presented them to your new lover

my Badajoz my Dooba my Bartoom
my hot words and delicate strokes
winks and looks and my essence
appropriated and handed on, recklessly

i do wonder about my Badajoz
out travelling the world
leaping from lover to lover
strangers using my words

perhaps the happiness aggregate
of you and your lovers is so high
because of the word and look you took

perhaps i am a endless culture machine
putting out these kind whispers
starting those games that will last for the rest of time